Never in my life have I been so closed to the verge of death.

Last night my father argued with my mother again. In fact, in these four years, both of them have never stopped arguing, but the situation last night was indeed worse than before.

They started from 1:00 am to 3:00 am. Me and my sister wanted to sleep but could not as they are indeed very noise. My sister went out and punished my father. After a while, my father TURNED ON THE GAS AND PREPARED TO JUMP FROM THE WINDOW.

What the fuxk!!!

I think we would have died if we hadn’t rushed out from our room. I punished my father seriously, ‘why u can do such thing???’

At the moment, exhausted as my father was, he could do nothing but cry. I think in the last two year he has been working very hard and got tired with my mother.

The world war stopped after I had punished my father and my mother had gone to sleep. It was already 3:00am!!!!

I could not sleep until 5:45am !!!

Shit!!!! What a fucking awful night!

In the near future, I do hope that my father will not argue with my mother again so that I can sleep comfortably every night.

Gone are the days when I had a happy family.

(I type in English as………..um……I don’t know how to type Chinese. Shit! A form 7 student cannot type Chinese?! So what!!! I will learn it after my AL, don’t laugh at me)

其實自己一個更開心只等你講
其實大家早已嫌大家 卻扮忙
恨有多一點碰撞 仍然無聊事幹 不敢打攪對方
要是你願意 誠實講一趟 彼此都起碼覺得釋放

不要哭 我也忍得了這些年來的委曲
沒法真心愛下去 只好真心真意的結束